SrweetBlackWaterLily

my parents sold my sole to the devil you cant have any emoticons when working for them. you cant fight back or speck your mind. i am nothing but a puppet to them. its my pain that gives them the thrill but this is the fate my parents gave me i am no longer free to do what i please. i am nothing but a servant of the one who can say if i live or die. the sun is up and no one knows whats in my heart no one know anything about me.at night i become emotionless no feeling like a puppet. my master tells me what to do. the darkness in my sole is all of me now see what u made an emotionless Servant no i cant be called that i am nothing but a puppet.

Like a Puppet I am with strings i don't do things on my own. there is always someone to hold me up and pull on my strings. i cant show any feeling its hard really hard trying to love someone trying to show them but when I cant i don't even cry. when someone dies i can only sit there and look no tears running down my face. Oh how i would give to feel all the feelings others pain,happiness.sadness,love but i'm am only a mere puppet it could never happen

life is painful its heard to love and be loved... family will support you no matter what... grandparents will love u no matter what they always have a hug for u whenever u go there...mom and dad will always be there to support u  you can tell them everything.they pick u up when u were little teach u to talk, walk....it really heard to love and be loved in my family it feels like u have to be better then anyone... grandparents it feels like i have to prove to them im not week but whenever i go to their house i cry... mom and dad forgive me for not being what u want me to be i cant tell u everything u still pick my up when i fall down

My name is Chris, I am three, My eyes are swollen. I cannot see. I must be stupid, I must be bad, What else could have made, My daddy so mad? I wish I were better, I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy, Would still want to hug me. I can't do wrong, I can't speak at all, Or else I'm locked up, All day long. When I'm awake, I'm all alone, The house is dark. My folks aren't ...home. When my mommy does come home, I'll try and be nice, So maybe I'll just get, One whipping tonight. I just heard a car, My daddy is back, From Charlie's bar I hear him curse, My name is called ,I press myself, Against the wall. I try to hide, From his evil eyes, I

1. go sky diving. 2. go drinking alone. 3.have a kid in high school. 4.cheat on my boyfriends. 5.move away without telling any one. 6.take someone else boyfriend. 7. make out in a car. 8.kiss and tell 9.put others down 10.runaway from home 11.sleep around 12.say mean things about others (will it deepens on who it is) this is just some things ill uplode more soon :)

if life was like a room i would lock the door so no one can come in and tell me what to do but with my parents they know how to unlock the door. with my parents it feels like i have to be number one but its hard compared to my sister she is always number one to my parents. it makes no room in the family for me. all alone only one friend i trust and my sister who is always there for me but i still feel empty inside.and i really hate it. when i make a smart ass comment they tell me to shut up... i had such a painful pass i want a new beginning in this life time.... this is why i'm sad all the time all i want to do is be alone in this life so no

That girl you called fat. Yeah, she's been starving herself and has lost 30 pounds so far. That guy you called retarded? He has a learning disability and he studies for 4 hours every night. That girl you called ugly spends hours putting on makeup, hoping that someone will like her. That boy you just tripped? He gets abused enough at home. That girl you called a "Jesus Freak" the other day spends hours praying for you. There's more to people than meets the eye. Repost this if you're against bullying, or if you care at all. Or you can ignore it like it never touched your life.... your call.

will feeling change people move away the happyness in my heart gos away and over time we forget about each other.. we meet other people and the feeling we had for each other we have no longe (more like a one sided love). when i talk to u i have no feelings for u anymore. <3 i would typ for longer but i just dont feel like it <3

why me    Why is it always me who loses good friends because they dont beleve me and take ur side even tho we were friends at one pont you took the side of the man who i was fighting agenst. belived him over me a good fiend and u do it again this time with a boy who i thougt i know a boy i thought would belive me and understand me we had graet times. as i sit in bed thinging about thoses time i think of how much i warnt her to die go to hell so i never see her again but them i think i cant think that because god will have his way with her and i think how stuped the fight is all over a stuped thing but i cant find forgiveness in me heart for